We always wonder what is there in this life that we should be so proud of? What is there to be happy about? At times we wonder it is only us that are the alone ones, but what happens on the days after we die… We should give it a thought;
One day I’ll be dead, People will be mourning upon me,
There will be nothing anyone could’ve done,
Some close to me will say;” O, Alas, Why have you left us alone?” Others will say,”O poor soul, where did you go? “
It’ll be actually me who’ll be alone,
Actually and really alone..
I know it’ll happen, someday it will…
Still i am afraid.. still my heart makes me imagine hideous illusions, and that’s when i run away from myself..
Something inside says;
Have i submitted myself completely to be able to stand in front of HIM? Have i done Enough? Have i been passed in the test of this life?
Instant reply is,
I want to try again and again and after that maybe once again.. Still i will never be sure because it’s never enough… for the blessings i have , not enough for the breaths i take, no enough for the number of cells and tissues and muscles in my body..
- “There is no day on which Allah ransoms more of His slaves from the Fire than the day of ‘Arafah. He draws close then He boasts about them before the angels and says, ‘What do these people want?'”
(Narrated by Muslim 1348)
- The Messenger of Allah (sal Allahu alaihi wa sallam) was asked about fasting on the Day of Arafa. He said, “It expiates the sins of the previous year and of the coming year.” [Sahih Muslim]
Note: The day of arafa is the hajj day 9th of Zilhajj. 🙂
Jazak Allah Khair, Try to make the most of these days. 🙂 🙂 🙂